“I have nightmares,” she told the Los Angeles court Tuesday, according to the New York Daily News. “I walk in crowds and I see him in my peripheral vision. When I’m alone in my house, I have fears that he’s going to walk inside and hurt me. I don’t know him. I’ve never met him. I don’t know why he chose me. But I hope he never sees the light of day again.”

Barrett avoided looking Andrews in the eye, the newspaper noted.

Under the plea agreement he’s made, he’s probably looking at two years in prison in return for his guilty plea. But Andrews argued for the full five he could potentially be slapped with at his Feb. 22 sentencing, saying that the incident has left her life in tatters – and herself subject to awful comments from sports fans.

“I just felt like I was continuing to be victimized,” she said in the TV interview. “I did nothing wrong.”

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